Where does the time go?

It is hard to believe that it has been 8 months since I blogged last. Where does the time go? In some respects, it seems like February was just last month, and in others, it seems like ages ago.

So much has happened in that time, I'll try and give the Readers Digest condensed version.

Health Problems---Had to have second sleep study done, because the first one showed definite bouts of apnea and the fact that I wasn't actually sleeping very long at night. Kind of explained why I was always so tired. Second one was done with CPAP machine, to see if it resolved the issues. It did, and I am now the proud owner of my very own CPAP machine. Kind of makes me feel like Darth Vader.

My ENT decided that he wanted to do a biopsy on one of the lymph nodes in my neck since nothing else had relieved the swelling for long. My Rheumotologist wanted him to do a lower lip biopsy at the same time, to rule out Sjogren's Syndrome. So, I had both procedures done at the same time in May. I knew that he was going to cut into my neck, but I was shocked when I woke up and found this HUGE bandage on my neck and a huge wad of stitches in my lip. Lip hurt pretty bad, neck was a little sore, but not horrible. Boy was I suprised when I changed the bandage. The incision was a lot bigger than I had thought it would be. I felt like Frankenstein.

The photo is of the scar today, 5 months later, it's not horrible, but it could have been a little smaller. I was scheduled to have the stitches removed on my son's birthday, and I was also getting the results from the biopsies on that day. They both came back negative for anything bad. So, I may have a horrible scar, but it's better than not having a scar, and wondering if there was something bad brewing in there.

My Aunt-- Things just went from bad to worse with her health. Everytime they ran a test, they found more cancer. She got out of bed for PT and broke her hip, because it was so eat up with cancer. She was finally released from the hospital in May, I think and she was pretty bad the first couple of days, trying to get off all the pain meds, but after that she seemed to be ok. Don't get me wrong, it's not like her cancer went away, but at least she was in good spirits, and her pain was fairly tolerable. And then she just got really bad, really quick. My sister had been going down there to stay with her a lot, usually taking her two girls with her. I kept her youngest (almost 7 at the time) for the night, planning on taking her with me to the dr with me to get my stitches removed, and then heading back down to her house. But, my sis called early that morning to tell me that she had passed in the middle of the night. That was a pretty sucky weekend, hubby was supposed to be a pall bearer, but he had to go out of state to find some work so my son filled in for him. He handled the responsibility pretty well, but it was still very tough to get through the funeral without my hubby.

My aunt's granddaughter has a little boy that was just under a year old and I kept him quite a bit in the latter part of my aunt's illness, and quite a bit that summer also. My cousin couldn't go to the hospital with him, and then after my aunt had passed, she was needed to make plans, preparations, etc. And I just loved it. He is such an angel, it was so much fun keeping him. I haven't seen him in 3 months, and I miss him so much. At one point during the summer, my son went with my husband and his parents out of state for a week, and it was nice having the baby there all to myself. Well, my sis and her family came over quite a bit, but I got so used to having him here, it seemed sooooo quiet and boring when he left.

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Everything else--- My son is now 13 and in the 8th grade! Doesn't seem possible! He is now taller than me, but that doesn't take much. LOL He is doing well in school, not that he always enjoys it. He just got his braces this summer, and he's not liking that very much either. I think he looks great, but he doesn't hesitate to remind me that the braces were my choice, not his!

Hubby is trying to find work, as am I. When the building industry came crashing to a halt, it pretty much eliminated my job. I was working for his company, selling cabinets for the houses he built, as well as remodel jobs and selling to a couple of other builders. Once he finished the hosue he was working on, he was pretty much done too. So, he and his father tried delivering RV's, but it didn't really pay enough after you deducted for fuel, motels, and considered how long they were away from home. So, he's sending out resumes just not getting a lot of replies now. He's delivering pizzas in the evenings, for a little money, but it's not nearly enough to pay all of our bills. I have filled out quite a few applications, but nothing until today. I don't want to curse myself, but I had someone reply about a child care position that I had responded to. It would be ideal for me, I love kids, and since she's a teacher, it would still allow me to have weekends and most holidays with my son. I'm keeing my fingers and toes crossed that when I meet with her and her husband, they like me well enough and hire me! It's not enough money to end all of our problems, but it would cover my car payment and our auto insurance, plus some extra. That would be wonderful, and that much less that hubby doesn't have to worry about.

My husband's mother is still fighting cancer. She had a major setback a few months ago. It wasn't necessarily the cancer, but the way too high dose of chemo, and a bad reaction to it that ended up with her in the hospital, not doing too well at all. She's going better now, at least as well as can be expected. She's an ornery woman, and she's not going down without a fight, that's for sure. She has her good days, and her bad days. She just finished her latest round of chemo, and is supposed to have another scan done this week to see how well it worked. It is also her birthday this week, so we are wishing for wonderful results for her birthday.

Well, believe it or not, that really was the condensed version! If you don't believe me, ask my sister! LOL

I'll try and be better about blogging and I know I said that before, but I really am going to try this time.

Till next time!

Pngwn